Apa case tu butterflies?
Owhhh tu perasaan gemuruh masa nak kena interview.
Interview nak naik pangkat…chewahhhh.
Dulu takde pun interview2 ni semua.
Tak pelah, company ni kena buat perubahan utk kebaikan.
Tak mahu komen pasal interview tu.
Saya percaya kalau dapat itu rezeki yg Allah beri pada saya.
Alhamdulillah.
Kalau tak dapat, saya perlu kerja lebih baik, perbaiki segala kelemahan, insyaAllah, kalau Allah izinkan, saya akan dapat juga promotion itu.
Saya sangat bersyukur kerana dikelilingi dgn kasih sayang ahli keluarga dan rakan2. Yg tak henti2 beri peransang dan mendoakan; suami tercinta, mama, abah, mak, ayah, adik beradik, ipar, biras, anak2 buah, rakan2 serta bibik :).
Semoga Allah beri segala kebaikan utk mereka semua amin.
Friday, May 21, 2010
Monday, May 10, 2010
Butterfly...
Suddenly...
After I read one email tat reached my inbox yesterday's evening...
Many of them...(the butterflies)
In my stomach.
They will keep flying till tomorrow's evening.
Damnnnn!!!!
Why do I have to go through this???
Why do this time they change the whole process, with that I am the unlucky one before I can be called lucky????
Ooo mannnn....
Dear Allah, pls give me strenght to go through this.
Pls give me all the peace I need. So that my long waited wish will come true. Amin.
After I read one email tat reached my inbox yesterday's evening...
Many of them...(the butterflies)
In my stomach.
They will keep flying till tomorrow's evening.
Damnnnn!!!!
Why do I have to go through this???
Why do this time they change the whole process, with that I am the unlucky one before I can be called lucky????
Ooo mannnn....
Dear Allah, pls give me strenght to go through this.
Pls give me all the peace I need. So that my long waited wish will come true. Amin.
Tuesday, May 4, 2010
Random things that have acrossed my mind…for the past 2 weeks…
1- Time flies so fast…my Humairah dah 10 going to 11 mth. She has more teeth, more skills, more perangai. Next month she’ll be 1. So excited to plan for her party. Small pon kira party kan?
2- For the 1st time in my life, I haven’t spent my duit bonus for myself yet(selepas 2 bulan menerima bonus). Terer kan? *tepuk tangan kuat2*. Because DH and I have some plan, I somehow think that plan is much2 more important than spending it now.
3- Hmmmm thinking of an alternative stream of income. Perhaps an online biz. Not trading materials but service(s). Before that, I have to brush up some skills. Courses to attend seriously!
4- Happy to have Kimora’s coming back. I was addicted to her (her reality series) while pregnant. I don’t look up at her ke apa… I just love to watch her dress up, put on make ups and seronok tgk dia kalut handle biz and her life. Now that she’s back, I am watching her with my Humairah pulak…last time sikecik tu kat dlm perut J. Besides, I have something to watch at night besides The Kardashians. Well Giulianna & Bill pon not bad.
5- Kimora also a bf mother. She pumps while having a photo shoot. I mean dia take a break and pump…
6- It’s not easy to get a good tenant. Kalau dah masa nak view the house pon datang 2 jam lambat, bayangkan kalau time diorg nak bayar sewa nanti…mahu 2 bulan tak bayar sewa. So we have to be selective… biar lambat asal tak pening kepala for long term.
7- My sis (who live in my house temporarily) is not in good cond with my maid… it is quite a hard time jugak nak handle that crisis.
8- Dah about 2 weeks tak cukup tidur coz Humairah asyik bagun 2, 3 kali at night mengigau, menangis2 and pusing satu katil.
9- I tried tudung syiria and kind of love it.
10- I should hug my DH more.
2- For the 1st time in my life, I haven’t spent my duit bonus for myself yet(selepas 2 bulan menerima bonus). Terer kan? *tepuk tangan kuat2*. Because DH and I have some plan, I somehow think that plan is much2 more important than spending it now.
3- Hmmmm thinking of an alternative stream of income. Perhaps an online biz. Not trading materials but service(s). Before that, I have to brush up some skills. Courses to attend seriously!
4- Happy to have Kimora’s coming back. I was addicted to her (her reality series) while pregnant. I don’t look up at her ke apa… I just love to watch her dress up, put on make ups and seronok tgk dia kalut handle biz and her life. Now that she’s back, I am watching her with my Humairah pulak…last time sikecik tu kat dlm perut J. Besides, I have something to watch at night besides The Kardashians. Well Giulianna & Bill pon not bad.
5- Kimora also a bf mother. She pumps while having a photo shoot. I mean dia take a break and pump…
6- It’s not easy to get a good tenant. Kalau dah masa nak view the house pon datang 2 jam lambat, bayangkan kalau time diorg nak bayar sewa nanti…mahu 2 bulan tak bayar sewa. So we have to be selective… biar lambat asal tak pening kepala for long term.
7- My sis (who live in my house temporarily) is not in good cond with my maid… it is quite a hard time jugak nak handle that crisis.
8- Dah about 2 weeks tak cukup tidur coz Humairah asyik bagun 2, 3 kali at night mengigau, menangis2 and pusing satu katil.
9- I tried tudung syiria and kind of love it.
10- I should hug my DH more.
It Was A Great Weekend...
I learnt many things over the weekend… pelajaran yg sgt berharga, priceless.
1- DH’s family, bukan org senang. FIL was a postman (later bila dah nak pencen baru dia promoted to Postmaster), MIL was/ and still a housewife. Anak2 semua ada 6 org. Jarak umur rapat2 except for the last one, gap umur Acu and the last brother sangat jauh. Not sure tp maybe 10 tahun. Semasa anak2 sedang membesar, FIL and MIL hidup sgt berjimat. Sewa rumah yg kecil, makan wpun sedikit MIL akan bahagi2kan sama rata. Tp mereka besarkan anak2 dgn penuh kasih sayang dan adab sopan, dengan segala nilai kemanusiaan. Alhamdulillah, semua anak hidup senang sekarang. Cucu2 semua sayangkan nenek dan atuk. Hubungan kekeluargaan sgt rapat. Anak2 dan juga menantu2 mesti rindu kalau dah lama sikit tak jenguk FIL and MIL. Itu lah penting nya kasih sayang dlm kehidupan. Harta kekayaan, penting. Ia penting utk kita survive di dunia. Tp for me kasih sayang lebih penting. For me, harta kekayaan ada cukup2 utk survive pun takpe. Tapi, kasih sayang I want more and give more…selagi yg termampu. Perlu usaha utk ber kasih sayang…bila kita beri kasih sayang, definitely kita akan dapat semua automatically. Mcm FIL & MIL…
2- My family pulak takde lah kaya raya. But compared to DH’s family, me (semasa membesar) lebih senang. Abah & mama both were working. Abah mmg org susah tapi he was lucky in term of career. Allah Maha Adil, kan? Sebagai abg sulung Allah bg dia rezeki utk bantu adik2 dan kluarga. Keluarga mama tak sesusah Abah. Arwah nenek byk tanah peninggalan. So senang mama nak further study. Zaman dulu in 70s, ada kereta baru (mini clubman), plus motorbike besar (Honda) and a domestic helper even masa tu anak sorang, dah kira senang sgt lah kan? Even masa anak kedua lahir (tats me), mama ada 2 maids to handle kitorg. Tp kejap je lah…kitorg 4 bradik sgt lavish. Sbb abah sgt sayangkan anak2, apa nak mesti dapat. Sgt berbeza dgn life DH. Dan dari segi kasih sayang… juga my life sgt berbeza dgn DH. My dad was a weekend father/husband semasa kami membesar. Antara mama & abah, abah lebih rapat dn anak2 sbb abah penyayang saaangat. Tp abah takde slalu dgn kami. Mama sgt garang. I understand why she was like that. If only she was treated just a lil better by abah, she definitely will express more love to us. I don’t think want to further explain, sbb aku dah lupakan segala yg tak bagus semasa membesar. Conclusion, dari segi kasih sayang, aku kalah dgn DH. Bila dah ada comparison ni (through last weekend’s event), I started to understand apa yg Allah nak bgtahu… Allah Maha Adil, dia bagi lebih kat satu benda, and bagi sikit kat benda lain. Semuanya utk uji kita. Untuk kita belajar.
3- I want to love my children as much I can. Selagi Allah masih pinjamkan nyawa dan jasad ini, selagi itu ibu/aunty akan beri kasih sayang, perhatian, nasihat, dan segala yg anak2 perlukan utk membesar dgn positive. I want to love my children like abah does to us. I want to be discipline dan ikhlas dan adil dan sabar membesarkan anak2 seperti my FIL and MIL do to their children. I want to be strong like mama. I want to be redha and sabar dengan dugaan Allah mcm mama. I want my children to grow up to be the happiest people. Anak2 yg diredhai Allah. Jadi anak2 yang cemerlang dunia akhirat. Yg penuh dgn kasih sayang. Yg berbuat baik pd semua makhluk Allah, so that semua makhluk Allah akan berbuat baik pada mereka. Yg sentiasa ingin dekat kepada keluarga. Pada Babah, Ibu dan Aunty mereka. Yang sentiasa mendokan Babah, Ibu & aunty mereka. Amin semoga Allah makbulkan permintaan ini. Jika segala doa ini Allah makbulkan, barulah senang hati ini bila suatu hari nanti jasad dan nyawa ini Allah ambil semula.
4- I want to work hard and provide the necessaries. So that my children tak susah bila I dah takde nanti. Maybe tak lah mampu nak provide bungalow sorang sebijik but at least I don’t leave them with my credit cards debts J.
5- Selagi masa masih ada, I want to give everything to my abah, mama, MIL and FIL. Selagi yg mampu. And I know, they don’t ask for more…they just want us to spend time with them. Tak kisah mcm mana penat, weekends are for them!!!!
Ya Allah tolong makbul segala keinginan dlm entry ini. Amin.
1- DH’s family, bukan org senang. FIL was a postman (later bila dah nak pencen baru dia promoted to Postmaster), MIL was/ and still a housewife. Anak2 semua ada 6 org. Jarak umur rapat2 except for the last one, gap umur Acu and the last brother sangat jauh. Not sure tp maybe 10 tahun. Semasa anak2 sedang membesar, FIL and MIL hidup sgt berjimat. Sewa rumah yg kecil, makan wpun sedikit MIL akan bahagi2kan sama rata. Tp mereka besarkan anak2 dgn penuh kasih sayang dan adab sopan, dengan segala nilai kemanusiaan. Alhamdulillah, semua anak hidup senang sekarang. Cucu2 semua sayangkan nenek dan atuk. Hubungan kekeluargaan sgt rapat. Anak2 dan juga menantu2 mesti rindu kalau dah lama sikit tak jenguk FIL and MIL. Itu lah penting nya kasih sayang dlm kehidupan. Harta kekayaan, penting. Ia penting utk kita survive di dunia. Tp for me kasih sayang lebih penting. For me, harta kekayaan ada cukup2 utk survive pun takpe. Tapi, kasih sayang I want more and give more…selagi yg termampu. Perlu usaha utk ber kasih sayang…bila kita beri kasih sayang, definitely kita akan dapat semua automatically. Mcm FIL & MIL…
2- My family pulak takde lah kaya raya. But compared to DH’s family, me (semasa membesar) lebih senang. Abah & mama both were working. Abah mmg org susah tapi he was lucky in term of career. Allah Maha Adil, kan? Sebagai abg sulung Allah bg dia rezeki utk bantu adik2 dan kluarga. Keluarga mama tak sesusah Abah. Arwah nenek byk tanah peninggalan. So senang mama nak further study. Zaman dulu in 70s, ada kereta baru (mini clubman), plus motorbike besar (Honda) and a domestic helper even masa tu anak sorang, dah kira senang sgt lah kan? Even masa anak kedua lahir (tats me), mama ada 2 maids to handle kitorg. Tp kejap je lah…kitorg 4 bradik sgt lavish. Sbb abah sgt sayangkan anak2, apa nak mesti dapat. Sgt berbeza dgn life DH. Dan dari segi kasih sayang… juga my life sgt berbeza dgn DH. My dad was a weekend father/husband semasa kami membesar. Antara mama & abah, abah lebih rapat dn anak2 sbb abah penyayang saaangat. Tp abah takde slalu dgn kami. Mama sgt garang. I understand why she was like that. If only she was treated just a lil better by abah, she definitely will express more love to us. I don’t think want to further explain, sbb aku dah lupakan segala yg tak bagus semasa membesar. Conclusion, dari segi kasih sayang, aku kalah dgn DH. Bila dah ada comparison ni (through last weekend’s event), I started to understand apa yg Allah nak bgtahu… Allah Maha Adil, dia bagi lebih kat satu benda, and bagi sikit kat benda lain. Semuanya utk uji kita. Untuk kita belajar.
3- I want to love my children as much I can. Selagi Allah masih pinjamkan nyawa dan jasad ini, selagi itu ibu/aunty akan beri kasih sayang, perhatian, nasihat, dan segala yg anak2 perlukan utk membesar dgn positive. I want to love my children like abah does to us. I want to be discipline dan ikhlas dan adil dan sabar membesarkan anak2 seperti my FIL and MIL do to their children. I want to be strong like mama. I want to be redha and sabar dengan dugaan Allah mcm mama. I want my children to grow up to be the happiest people. Anak2 yg diredhai Allah. Jadi anak2 yang cemerlang dunia akhirat. Yg penuh dgn kasih sayang. Yg berbuat baik pd semua makhluk Allah, so that semua makhluk Allah akan berbuat baik pada mereka. Yg sentiasa ingin dekat kepada keluarga. Pada Babah, Ibu dan Aunty mereka. Yang sentiasa mendokan Babah, Ibu & aunty mereka. Amin semoga Allah makbulkan permintaan ini. Jika segala doa ini Allah makbulkan, barulah senang hati ini bila suatu hari nanti jasad dan nyawa ini Allah ambil semula.
4- I want to work hard and provide the necessaries. So that my children tak susah bila I dah takde nanti. Maybe tak lah mampu nak provide bungalow sorang sebijik but at least I don’t leave them with my credit cards debts J.
5- Selagi masa masih ada, I want to give everything to my abah, mama, MIL and FIL. Selagi yg mampu. And I know, they don’t ask for more…they just want us to spend time with them. Tak kisah mcm mana penat, weekends are for them!!!!
Ya Allah tolong makbul segala keinginan dlm entry ini. Amin.
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